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F...Not in the mood...

******睡觉前，贴高枕头想想******

What Can I do? I'm Scare...

Is 11.03am now, and I'm still haven't prepare anything for my English presentation.

Today our class ends up at 7.09pm! I just miss a bus... So, I have wait for 15 minutes for another bus. When I stepped in the bus, I was standing, and I think for myself, actually, I quiet enjoy travel by bus, especially when traveling back home from college.

I can have my time in the bus, no need to worry bout anything. In bus, I can SMS and listen to my songs, quiet enjoying actually. I love to find a spot that have air con on the top, it is cool!

In the bus, you can see those cow workers, aunties, students and other travel by bus, and you can feel the environment. It is kinda special to see the daily life in the city. You can see their faces, their emotion, see what they are doing, what they are eating =.= You can taste the air too, although it is not healthy =.=

When it is raining, I can see people rushing into the buses, lining up to get on the buses without an umbrella... I'm one of them =.= Some of them will take cover under a bus stop or beside the shops. When I entered the bus, I could see  thier faces, they looks tired and hate for the rain that is keeping them uncomfortable. Sometimes, it is kinda annoying for me too...

As  can see, we have a very complicated life in city, the happiness that we get in the city is totally different than the happiness in country side.

Just like dating, in city, most people would love a romantic candle light dinner in restaurant, or even at home. A midnight movie would be nice for the people in city.

But for the people in the country side, their life is a lot simple. They didn't need expensive things to keep themselves happy, just be with their love one, or even spent a night together at the green field, or even a small hill.

Although travel by bus is not as comfortable as travel by own car or parent's car. But I can taste the feel of taking bus in the public. So, it makes the feel different.

And of coz, some people would say, he is crazy, he is out of his mind, prefer taking bus by hisselves rather than by car.

And of coz, I also love to travel back home by car! 

No matter what, this is the way for my life~ Can't denied it.

I am so unlucky today...
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 Cross that!

Today, babe is going to sleep at 9pm??! haha! 
 Can her? Hope she can get some rest and prepare for her revision.
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These are some photos that I had taken at KLCC. Love them very much.

I must have another blog for myself.

I finally realized that I already took 220 photos with my Canon 1000D in 3 days... It used up 3.39gb... Not that heavy than I aspected.

Here is some RESIZED photos.

Big and tall statue!



















We are ready to climb!











The view from the bottom to the top.

It is 9.50am now. I slept at 4am in this morning...

So, I had decided to skip my tutorial class when I was in half asleep.

Before I sleep, I think a lot... But most of it, I already forgot now...

There is always many of solution out there, and is the matter of time only.

I'm so freaking tired! I want to sleep!


How can I focus on tomorrow's class for Tamadun Islam dan Asia! DAMN!


And today,
I found out that, I didn't know how to appreciate something precious.

Just had a short conversation with my babe, 
she is so CUTE! Her voice is so so SO SWEET! 

I still can remember her sweet voice now.
She makes me wanting to post something on my blog, it is just to remind me her sweet sweet voice!

Today will be a tiring day for my babe, take care good of yourself, OK? 


Remember to take your meal"S", 
drink more water, 
no more maggi,
less coffee, OK?????
 
My babe is the best! 

We had our presentation of Soapa soapa today. I am totally suck on presentation! Must I look at the mirror or myself and start practicing my speech??... Boring~~ But I don't have much choice... right??...

Today's rain kinda heavy orh... And the sky are dark too... Feel kinda scary... It also makes me feel lost.


But in my heart, 
the darkness turns into brightness. 
and the brightness guide me to a better path, feel warm.

Ohhh, almost forgot,


Sry. For what I did, they were wrong.


I should be more considerate, 
be a trustful person,
be a caring person.


And to be a better me.

What is in my my? 
Assignments come 1st. 

And of coz, my babe too~


Today,
I'm exhausted on learning, but not exhausted on doing the assignment.

Today, 
I miss my babe so much, didn't chat much, but at least, we had our 2 hours conversation on the phone.

Now,
I'm tired, and I'm goin to sleep now, GOOD NIGHT BABE, SLEEP "as early as possible", OK?


Love ya~

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I'M SUCH AN IDIOT.

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This room is freaking cold, really freeze me out. I stayed at Jian's house for 4 days, I'm decided to pack up all of my things and go home tomorrow... Gonna miss some chances to make some phone call with my Charlene...


Heard tat she is going to buy a web cam and have a video call with me! NICE! Is time to clean up my "storeroom" and move back my PC in there. Hope tat my dad is going to place a aircond in tat room. Hope that there is some space for me to place my own bed in there too....


We have to buy a DSLR camera... It cost us RM2245! It is so freaking "CHEAP"! But this is the cheapest price in the market already...

And I juz got 2 C- for my Introduction to Art and Hubungan Etnik. Have to resit both papers! It suks! Have to pay RM160 for the resit! Im so so so lazy.... My wallet is going broke soon.... OMG...


For today's classes, I fell asleep for every class... Im so damn tired... I slept at TTG lecture class for almost 1 hour +....


Hope tat it wont happen again.... Got to rest now. Sleep well, Charlene❤, Nite.

of coz, Good Night to all my frens too! @@

Yeah! Finally can back to Jian's house and Online! He is not at home! Feel kinda bored... Specially without  my Leng Leng.


And now, I can't even sign into my MSN, the balance for my handphone is RM0.00 I spend my last cent for sending msg to her, weather she recieve it or not, I don't know, coz my handphone wrote, send failed. This kind of "send failed" thingy happens very often. And I juz recieve her msg! Miss her so much!


Bout wat i learn from college today is webpage design. Writing the codes for a web is freaking me up! And we are juz learning bout the basics now! and it is already so complicated! Still have assignments to be done, I must do well, juz as I promised. 

And she is so busy and tired, she have to rush everyday for her work and the others... Wish I could give her more supports, or a SMS to cheer her up will do. Shame that I had out of credit and my battery for my handphone is dead...


Everyone is asking me the same old question, but it does'nt matter, I can take it.

❤ you, Charlene.

haih... Today, I have to rest earlier... Really tired... And hope she is resting now... is she?? ==

Starting from now on, I have to grow up already... I know I know! Im stupid and lazy and... er... too damn many till I feel pai seh to say them out...

Still the same old sentence, " Should play less of DotA, this will really cost me ", 
specially for my studies...

Hope that I will show some improvement in myself. IMPROVE MYSELF!

Now... Im sitting in front of MU's PC again... =.= Im waiting for my 10am class to come.

I had done a lot of mistakes lately.... And Im already scared out of it.

I dont know what to do, and dont know how to solve my problem.

To some of my frens, Im being so EMO for writing this kind of thing, It is already been a long time that I didnt write this kind of post. But I felt like I am wanting to write this.

And now, I dont know how to face the reality anymore... Of coz, this is juz my opinion.

O.o Now Im in CC writing on this post.

There is a lot of things happened around me. All of them are not going very well. Bad things happened rapidly.

Someone will think of a cruel person I am, even my friend also said that... But I am. ==

Every sentences have a Full stop. " . " But there will still a continue story behind the Full stop. And it will go on and go on. It is very dependable, depends on how you write the storyline behind it. And you can write a wonderful story bout urself.

And,

ahahaha! Sem 2 is here! I stopped blogging for sometimes now...

Im still me~ And things happened around me, of coz there are sweet and sad!

I not gonna talk much bout that, Im gonna keep to myself, and of coz... ~you know...~

I never chat by using chinese b4, and now, Im using chinese in my conversation in MSN and SMS! Unbelievable.... Im totally suck with using Chinese to SMS!

I will keep in phase!

WHAT A MOTIVATION.....

My 3rd work.

The photo still looks a bit different compare to my original sketch...


SNSD, Taeyeon, {Tell Me Your Wish}

Phew... I juz fiished my sketch...

Coz of yesterday of out going at Cheras Pasar Malam... I can't finish my skrch... And I woke up at 7am to continue my sketch... Maybe I can't complete my 3rd sketch, Taeyeon liao... ADUI!

My HAND!


My 2nd sketch~

SNSD - Tiffany

Maybe after my tea time, I will do the sketching...

But, I wont forget to do my DotA "Homework"!

Yey! Im back! This is my whole day work!

Of coz, not 24 hours of work, I still have to do some "homework" for my DotA, and of coz, I have to watch Bleach!

This is my sketch for today!



This is juz a Incomplete sketch!

After doing some touch up for my sketch, and my handphone RANG~ Jian called!

Oi! Yam Cha lor!

Syok! That is wat I want! Wahaha!



My 90%! \|/


SNSD - Jessica

I still have finish my previous sketches though... Nevermind, I still have plenty of time for doing it~

And for the next day~! I will sketch Taeyeon!



Pity that I juz have this Small Space for me to do the sketching.... Really uncomfortable...

JOM YAM CHA!

Walao eh... We said it very commonly, the time flow very fast... My Sem 2 is goin to start soon... And the moon cake festival is coming!

Last week, I spent most of my time on my PC games, did not do anything extra for my studies also. Feel kinda guilty... But I'm too lazy to start doing my own thing... I never get my job done seriously... Always a lazy and a not responsible person...

Im such a dick head! And I sucks!

Back to my health, my tummy is getting bigger... tat means im live in a good life... very "hang fok"~which is good...

But Now... I have a problem....

My left leg have a serious injury... I already went to see tit dar 2 times d.. still feel the pain on my leg... This pain already make me uncomfortable for 1 month and a +... I think it is cause by the activities in the gym class... Nevermind... will get it fixed soon... juz have to talk about $ again.

And to get me serious, I have to start moving my ass, start my practice on my illustration and think of something "creative" to motivate myself~

Will update my post soon... ( looks like I did not update for my previous post... Whateverr~ )

Tomoro is my last exam for this sem... But I still havent do a single revision... But I will do my revision after I have my hair cut.

And wat I had done for this few days? The lazy me juz played games and do sketching only...



This is where I do my sketching... It is really uncomfortable for doing it at this small place...


(My sketching place, A.K.A my messy desktop and my desktop...)



This is the part of the picture. It is already zoomed in.


(The picture look different from wat I sketched...)

My sketch. Taeyeon's head is a bit smaller... Cant erase her and sketch again coz the paper is starting to koyak liao.


..Before>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>After 5 minutes....

Now, Im practising speed sketching... Coz I really sketch very slow... Still Improving...


Looks a lot better with the solo~

Will update for this post soon... I must go for revision already...

THERE IS NO TIME TO LOSE!

Wah... time flow so so so fast...

the day of 9/9/2009 is going end liao... haih... Didn't do anything GOOD these days...

Tomoro still have to !@#$%^&* ( dont mention it... )

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Now, Im quiet enjoying staring at my desktop... @@


Album Art, Gee - Girls' Generation

The meaning of their songs is not tat meanful... But their dances are...
SEXY & CUTE!

3 songs that I like the most in their albums are,
-Gee
-Tell Me Your Wish
-Kissing You

Thanks to Maxwell (who is so damn X.X ) for the sharing~

Today is my 1st time to have exam in exam hall in TARC...

Im going to fail my English... I dont have enuff time to write my essay... Spent too much time on doing the section 3... Darn it...

And this Saturday is our H.E exam... the notes for this F subject is damn many... and is all WORDS... How am I going to focus?

My mind is juz like FREAKING MESSY now!

DAMN! Not going to talk bout EXAM for NOW!

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And below are my Pn. Nik assignment, Creative Character.

I was wondering... The title is given as Creative Character"*" Not Character"s"

But they have 3 characters in their final work... No idea... @@

My tiger~


I juz simply place my work on the floor...

There are total of 6 pages for this assignment... This assignment is killing me and I manage to finished it at 3am on the day of the DEADLINE... And I have to go to the shop to do the binding thing...


The Spell Caster is here!

The Final work... The colour looks sucks to me... Specially with the RED.

And now, Im going to sketch out all of my friend's potrait in 1 piece of drawing paper! This is a project for my own...

And the Meng Zai de sketching is on the way!